Life is a Bitch.

Thursday, January 01, 2004'♥

lotsa tinks happened lately..
i dono wats gg on..
all i can sae is tat i truely treasure u guys..
i may not show it out
coz u noe i'm not gud at expressing myself be it verbally or physically
but whn i once said sisters 4eva...i mean it 4 a lyf tym
things may change but not e luv i haf 4 u 2 s sisters..
i'm sorri if i've neglected u guys lately but i seriously dun mean it
hup u guys can understand...
haikz...
=(
mood isnt real gud lately..
got nth but probs...
but at tyms...c sum ppl it really make my dae..
hehz..
haikz...if onli i could possibly curb e feelins..
if onli i could resist it frm growing stronger each dae
if onli...
everytink's adding on 2 tis fucking sick lyf o mine...
nth but miseries...
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
I know that these feelings won't end
They'll just get stronger each dae
Baby I'm tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt

Zombie@1/01/2004 11:57:00 PM

.HERSELF.

__.x.__natalie__.x.__
__.x.__2nd June__.x.__
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.HER.LOVES.

+ Peace
+ Freedom
+ Chilling
+ Drinking
+ Bitching
+ Surprises
+ Retail-Therapy

.HER.HATES.

+ Liars
+ Noise
+ Quarrels
+ Emptiness
+ Childish-ness
+ Emptiness
+ Restrictions
+ Feeling Lost
+ Feeling Trapped
+ Misunderstandings

.HER.WISHES.

+ Peace

+ Better Future

+ 48hrs Everyday

+ Overseas Trips